|Is there a light at the end of the tunnel?
||[Jan. 29th, 2005|08:01 am]
RIght now i am so confused. I have been thinking about the last six months of my life, and they are probably the worst 6 months i have ever lived. maybe not ever the last 6 months but since september. I have had so much go wrong and nothing go right. No matter how hard i try nothing works. I am tired and lonely. Its funny though. In this time i have realized i have four freinds, joey,Troy,brad, and randi. These are the only people who actually make an effort to see how I am doing and try to help out. I can't think of the number of peole i thought i could trust and count on have let me down. No one even trys to do something as little as call me just to see how i am. I realize the only time people even respond to my problems is if i go to them and say i am struggling, then after that they don't even bother to see how i am doing. Its rather sad, but people don't want to do anything for someone if its giong to throw them in a slight bind. I would do anything fo ranyone that i cared about,even the friends that have left me. Why is it they are so caught up in their lives they dont care about me anymore. idk if i can trust people now, or if i want to. |
Man life really sucks